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29 December 2014

A New Year's Meditation

    The reason to mark a change in years is grounded on the length of time it takes for the earth to orbit the sun. What we experience is the change of light and of seasons.  In principle, any day could be chosen as marking a “new year,” but some choices would be more rooted in nature than others. At various times in our history, different days have been used to mark the change of years.  January 1st is fairly sensible, as it falls so close to the Solstice in both hemispheres. Indeed, by 1 January it is possible to discern, even without costly instruments, the gradual lengthening of days in the northern hemisphere (and the shortening of days down under). The decisive event of the year, measured by natural phenomena, is not 1 January. The decisive events are the Winter and Summer Solstices. This year they occur on 21 December and then on 21 June 2015. In the long-standing Christian tradition, Christmas marks the Winter Solstice with the Feast of Light, although January 1st approximates the Solstice.  

    Sacred Winter Solstice, when the sun seems to “stand still,” and from this day until exactly six months later, each day will have an increasing duration of light, and nights will shorten. There was a time in human history when the daily loss of sunlight was fraught with fear and foreboding, that the earth and its inhabitants were plunging into endless Night. Gradually, human beings came to realize that Light and Darkness are in a constant battle, and that beginning with the Winter Solstice, sunlight would be increasing, chasing away the powers of darkness, and the dread of death by annihilation. And so there was much rejoicing, and celebration in villages and in city streets, with eating and drinking and dancing. The Winter Solstice marked the cosmic return of Light, and the beginning of a New Year. We have moved the day of celebrating the triumphant of light and cosmic renewal 10 days later than the Solstice —until January 1st, the 8th day of Christmas. The concluding day of the Feast of Light, the birth of Christ, now marks for us the beginning of a New Year.  

    The time of sunlight is growing. Winter storms may blast, but “when Winter comes, can Spring be far behind?”  Darkness has its own charms and beauty, but it also threatens to extinguish the light. Now we see Light growing, and know from yearly experience that new forms of life will soon be appearing on the earth. We wait with hope to see earth renewed with Life. And in time the Sun will triumph even until it burns, and we beg for relief, for rain, for consoling darkness once again. Nature has its cycles, its wonders, its enchanting ways.  

    A new year. The new is never wholly new, the old never fully old.  What we have been, we shall be. What arrives anew, has come before, in one form or another. Each moment is a unique creation by the Almighty, each moment filled with possibilities, and yet—what has been endures. Nothing is truly lost forever, nothing is wholly new. The Cosmic Mystery in which we passionately share with everything in us continues to unfold, ever ancient, ever new. How vast, how beautiful, at times how terrifying the Whole in which we find ourselves. Our hope lies beyond the seemingly endless cosmic cycles of light and darkness, of life and death, of coming to be and passing away. Our hope is in the One ever creating, ever renewing.   

20 December 2014

Christmas Then And Now

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    In last week’s homily I sought to refocus our attention from an imagined future (“Second Coming,” “world peace,” and so on) to present reality: How God comes to us here and now. I also briefly examined the kernel of truth in futuristic speculations: that God is drawing each into a condition of perfection or completion in God alone, ultimately beyond death. On this day, the fourth Sunday of Advent, I seek to explain why we Christians recount stories of the birth of Jesus. What are we trying to do? Why do we tell these stories? Why do we think about the birth of Jesus? We tell these stories not primarily to have us imagine a distant past, but to help us be open here and now to Christ’s living Presence in each of us. In other words, we remember Christ’s birth, not to gain information about “what happened”—because we do not know—but for us to be aware of the Light breaking in, of Christ’s dwelling in our souls, making His home in the manger of our hearts.

    We can approach the mystery in a different way. What do you experience when stories of the conception and birth of Jesus, and stories about angels, shepherds, wise men are retold? Is it nostalgia you feel for years of Christmas past? Are these stories not vehicles for your remembering so many Christmases celebrated in your past? Yes, they do have power to evoke our pasts, but far more, something different: Hearing with faith the story of Jesus’ birth, we experience wonder, awe, gratitude. Reflecting on the sheer generosity and humility of God, our own hearts and minds are humbled a little, as we think:  For me? For us? Why? And then we remember, “For God so loved the world….” “In Him is light.” “This is Love, not that we loved God, but that He has loved us.” Seeing the manger, hearing the stories of Jesus’ birth, we have a fresh opportunity to be childlike in heart, to be awed by Love that is sheer goodness, utterly self-giving, here for each and for all. Aware of what God has done, we experience God breaking into our souls, our minds, and we experience His love, joy, peace.  As I see it, this experience of Christ here and now is indeed the miracle of Christmas.  

                    Merry Christmas  to you, to all whom you love, and to everyone.   

Notes On Christian Public Worship - SATIRE

There was a well-known medieval saying that one may still hear in the cloister of an English Benedictine monastery: “De gustibus non disputandum.” As is often the case, the original Latin lends itself to brevity and clarity. An English translation would be: “Of matters of taste, one ought not dispute,” or even more simply, “Don’t argue about matters of taste.” In my opinion, most questions revolving around religious worship, styles of prayer, liturgies, and so on, are matters of taste, and one should not dispute about them. Of course, some folks have good taste, and a sense for what is fitting on an occasion; others lack this taste, and would not mind wearing their manure-covered barnyard boots to a prayer service. Others delight in letting everyone know that they were educated at Oxford or in Rome, and that they are indeed “experts in liturgical matters.” They can site chapter and verse from their church’s ritual books to justify anything that suits their favored style and tastes. What makes sense to me is for Christians to keep in mind what the Apostle Paul wrote to guide public work among the rowdy and proud disciples in Corinth: “Let all things be done decently and in good order.” And that is it. Hence, my own preferences in matters of private and public prayer, worship, and liturgy are ever for the simple, spare, direct.

Consider various styles of worship one finds among Christians today. At one end of the spectrum, but in some ways penetrating many Catholic public services because of the force of Roman authority, we find a more or less Romanesque style. Liturgies performed in this spirit have the air of a German Expressionist film from the 1930’s, or from a Cecil B Demille’s production from the 1950’s; in any case, these liturgies look staged. The underlying attitude is to elevate church authorities and to reduce lay persons to spectators at a grand production; some invisible wall of separation between clergy and lay must ever be asserted and maintained at all costs. The priest wears highly decorated vestments, often trimmed with lace or fancy cut-out patterns, preferably imported from Mama Roma. He does not even hesitate to wear pink on occasion—twice a year, in Advent and Lent. More often than not, this Romanesque priest folds his hands in a most pious, sky-pointing manner, much in the fashion of Beuronese art, or from habits insisted upon in the 1950’s by Sr. Mary Rigida or Fr. Geoffrey de Magnifique. Whether his accent is Oxfordian English, Bostonian, upper Northside Chicago, his voice has a rarefied nasal quality about it, with words spoken as though he deigns to lower himself to the common people when he (or she) opens his mouth to instruct the unwashed masses. He wears his spectacles low on his nose, and condescends to look down through the lenses at the lowly lay people. The entire liturgy has an aspect of being ever so dignified and more than a little affected. And no doubt there will be some chanting in Latin, to give the whole service more “authority,” more connection with “The Tradition.” In his homily, Fr. Romanus will speak tirelessly about “what the Pope wants” (well, unless the present pope is deemed “too liberal”), or about “the Roman Tradition,” and tell tall tales from the lives of sterilized, neutered saints. Now, for those who like the unfamiliar and affected, and have had a cute plastic statue of Jesus or the Virgin Mary riding unsteadily on their dashboard, or who want to feel especially connected to an imagined Rome, this style probably has a strange appeal. For others, it smells of a museum piece, or rather, of a fossilized replica of a bygone era. But ask the priest about his performance, and he will assure you—quoting chapter and verse in the “Pre-Notes” of the Sacramentary—that he is “doing what Rome requires.” He is a good boy, after all, ever responsive to the imagined wishes of Papal or Episcopal Authority.

Then we find other Grand Productions, but done without a deliberate attempt to look Roman. In fact, these productions are proudly “parochial,” and present themselves as “what the people want.” These Grand Productions feature an abundant crew of liturgical “experts,” some of whom may fill the sanctuary, dance gracefully around the altar (they practice their parts for hours), or just “perform their separate duties.” Having one priest or minister preside at the “Service” is never enough—too plain, too simple, too boring. No, one must have at least a deacon on board for extra spectacle, and perhaps two: “deacon of the altar,” “deacon of the word.” And of course one will see girls and boys dressed up in costumes called “liturgical robes,” moving about as if choreographed by Agnes de Mille for this theatrical production. And lectors trained to bow in pairs, ever conscious of the show. And perhaps other “acolytes,” and a stage crew to work on lighting, smells, and other atmospherics. The Grand Production aims to make people “feel good,” to smile, laugh, feel entertained, and to be impressed with what a good performance their church provides. Preferably, the service needs at least one cantor or deacon present who is so rotund that he or she waddles around grinning like a circus clown. And a circus is what has been provided. The people come for a spectacle, and they get it. Music—organ, instruments, choir, perhaps operatic or country-cousin singers. Sometimes they sway to the sounds of their own voices. It is all so much fun. The preaching does not really matter, and is over in the twinkling of an eye, with little said except, “Oh, you are so good, so wonderful, and God loves you just fine.” And that is standard fare. But words really don’t matter. On with the show! For those who like big, busy, showy, Hollywood or Elvis in Vegas, here it is.

A third style of contemporary Christian worship can be called “folksy.” If it is a Catholic Mass, the “presider” may be named Joe Feel Good.And do not call him “Father,” for such a term is “too traditional” and smacks of authoritarianism to boot. Joe may well strut into “the assembly” wearing cowboy boots with smiling horse faces, perhaps carrying a shiny guitar, and with a delightfully warm smile to make everyone feel right at home. Joe has a good singing voice, and everyone knows it. The children serving around the table (do not dare to call it the “altar”) feel very relaxed throughout the service, perhaps looking around at the congregation, picking their noses, tapping their toes to the rocking-fun music. As for Presider Joe, the people just love him. He is so “down to earth,” so “with it,” so “cute.” And he loves himself, too, especially his baby blues. He is very proud of his hair style—even if it is his newest toupee. Of course he wears jeans, perhaps a few spangles on his pearl-button shirt. If he bothers to “suit up” in liturgical dress, the collar has a nice ring of dirt, and is suitably rumpled to assure everyone, “Hey, guys! I am really just one of you, even if I put on these liturgical dresses because Bishop Big Daddy insists on it. But don’t be fooled, I am just a regular guy, just like you.” And remember not to call this fellow “Father.” As he has said repeatedly, “Call me Joe. After all, we are family, and all in this together.” And of course Presider Joe does not preach. Nor does he teach. No, as a man of the people, he just stands in front, hands in and out of pockets, slouching to one side casually, and tells stories—stories about what he watched on TV last night, stories about when he was a boy down home, about fishing the creeks of Catfish County, about drinking moonshine on a warm summer night. And oh my, do the folks love his stories. These stories make them laugh and feel good, and they do not have to think. As one of them has been heard saying, “I just put my mind in neutral and enjoy the fun.” And fun it was. That was their Sunday worship. The rest of the week is just like it: easy-going, laid back, and so relaxed.

We must not forget the Money Mass. This kind of liturgy is the specialty of some Catholic priests, and of some Anglicans and Episcopalians, as well. The church is beautiful—that is, it took much money to renovate it, or to construct this new building. Costs were not spared, with expensive stained glass, precious metals, marble, gold chalices, gilded columns, the richest art works money can buy, even if they seem a little less than tasteful. The priest may affect the Roman or Cambridge style, or he may be less “high church,” but he is ever about business in His Father’s house. And the business is money. In his private life, he has expensive tastes, and maintains a private home in La Jolla, or on Lake Tahoe, or on Key West. He likes the sun, and usually sports a tan—not from ranching or working outdoors, but from time spent at his favorite tanning salon. He must look good for his congregation, of course. He dresses well, and so do they. In fact, liturgical gatherings have the look and feel of a fashion show about them. The ladies used to wear mink or fox, but PETA got to their hearts, and so they wear faux fur from a Parisian designer. Their leather handbags proclaim Michael Kors. The music is luxurious, performed only by qualified professionals, well paid for their services. And the volume may be a little loud at times, especially during the collection. Money is needed, and money is preached. The priest may be highly educated and intelligent, and give a good sermon—and it always builds up to his appeal for money. The church ever needs more money. (He wants more money, too, but he will not say that in public; that might discourage the people’s spontaneous generosity). Announcements are quite long before and after the service, with special appeals for deserving causes—and for money.

Then we have the home Mass. A few of the faithful gather around the kitchen or dining room table, with a priest in simple vestments. They gather to pray together, to hear the word, to reflect on the word (with contributions from anyone who wishes to share his or her experience or insight), and to “break bread together.” Each person contributes to “the prayer of the faithful” (as if the prayer should come from the faithful!). The Eucharistic prayers are offered in plain English, freed from heavy-liturgical language. The service is quiet, dignified, joyous. With soft lighting and candle flames reflecting on friendly faces, Christ shines through.

15 December 2014

To An Agnostic Intellectual

A letter to a dear friend, who turned away from God many years ago, aided an impoverished study of “philosophy.”

Dear 

I have never understood what happened to your study of philosophy. As I recall, you were an undergraduate major in philosophy at the University of Utah back in the early to mid 1960’s. Somehow, for some reason, you left off the study of philosophy, and turned to linguistics. Granted, the study of language has its own interests and values. But it is not philosophy.  To mistake the part for the whole is one of the foremost intellectual errors. Philosophy wants to see the whole, not merely a part.  

Philosophy means “the love of wisdom.” A student of philosophy, if he or she is indeed studying philosophy, seeks the truth about the whole of reality, and only secondly, knowledge of particular parts. Or in other words, one desiring to be a philosopher has to see all of reality, and every study of reality, in light of the whole.  Anything less than a noetic vision of the whole could not satisfy one on the philosophical journey. Along the way, one will have to study words, and physical reality, and history, and of course divinity. But one must not get derailed into an endless quest for endless information, and lose the perspective of seeing the whole, and seeing it wholly.  

Yes, philosophy must include within it a search for God. Plato made this crystal clear in his dialogues, from the Republic and Phaedrus to the Laws. Recall his words: "Philosophy is the love of wisdom. The god alone is truly wise. Philosophy is the love of God.”  That insight is found in the Phaedrus, and I do not know of any of the leading philosophers who did not share that understanding until a pre-Enlightenment thinker, and a leading modern philodoxer, to use Plato’s coined word:  John Locke. This shallow mind had some thoughts on “God,” but he did not connect his conception of God with concrete reality. Locke is what came to be called “a deist,” which as one can see, was a kind of latent atheism without the courage to take the final step: “God” is irrelevant to life, and to the life of the mind.  And this leads us into the even more superficial waters of the French Enlightenment, and its offshoots in 19th century and twentieth century ideologies.  

The best example I know of a man with a powerful intellect and philosophical background, who had the courage to push his rebellion against reality’s ultimate nature and source, was Nietzsche. His attack on “God,” on religious faith (especially Christian) was powerful, at times highly insightful, but also led to its natural consequences in his personal life. Nietzsche had the courage and consistency to accept the consequences of atheism:  Nothing is good, nothing is true, nothing is real.  How did Nietzsche handle such a major divine breaking into history as the Apostle Paul’s vision of the Resurrected Christ? How did he treat that vision? No, Nietzsche was too honest to ignore it. He labeled it “an hallucination.”  Nietzsche set the pattern for psychologizing spiritual experience (already prefigured in Fuerbach). But Nietzsche was not a mere game-player. Rather, he lived his rebellion against reality, and accepted the consequences for it.  And so he spent the final decade of his life in a total spiritual abyss that was as hellish as anything I know. He believed what he wrote, whereas the clever sophists of the Enlightenment—the self-styled “philosophes”—played with atheism as a child’s toy, get “rich and famous” for their witty assaults on stupidities of the Church, and taught others that “God is dead.” And they laughed, whereas Nietzsche suffered in miserable silence.  Nothingness lived.  

Philosophy seeks to know the nature of reality, and especially, the ultimate cause of all that is. To dismiss the search for the “first cause” is not only non-philosophical, but in truth irrational. Ideologies—including atheism and scientism, by the way—begin by forbidden asking the ultimate questions. That is the precondition for modern ideology. On this point, I refer to Karl Marx’s Philosophical and Economic Manuscripts of 1846 (as I recall the title). Marx explicitly forbids questioning reality about its ultimate cause, and he was sufficiently trained in the history of philosophy to know what this meant:  Do not speak of God in any form.  As Marx writes, “Do not think.  Do not question.”  He explicitly forbids “socialist man” to ask any questions that lead towards God, towards the ultimate source of reality. Instead, Marx makes the utterly nonsensical claim that “socialist man creates himself by his own labor.” The sophistry here is transparent, but it surely has duped millions of so-called “intellectuals.” Many are not even “Marxists,” but they are his intellectual descendants, none the less, as they do exactly what Marx inculcated: fear of reason; refusal to ask genuine, existential questions.  

To dismiss the search for the ultimate cause as “Catholic professionalism,” or “religious belief,” may appear to be witty or clever, but until one realizes—if one ever will—that doing so would dismiss Heraclitus, Parmenides, Socrates, Plato, Aristotle as being “Catholic professionals” too, long before Christ appeared.  The use of the symbol “God,” Theos, as signifying the first cause (Aristotle’s prote arche) is neither Catholic nor Christian, but deeply rooted in the tradition of philosophy itself. If you deny this, I can easily sight many passages from Heraclitus to Aristotle that link divinity with reality, with being, with the ultimate good, with truth, and with wisdom. Of course the Hellenic philosophers had to conduct their search for truth in a two-fold battle, in effect: from mythological beliefs that did not give adequate scope for reason (“religious beliefs,” not unlike creedal Christianity, or Islam); and from the learned “experts” of their day, the “sophists,” the professors.  As an example of genuine philosophy’s openness to God, I quote the famous final words of the Apology of Socrates, by the young Plato. Condemned to die for denying the gods of the city, for introducing a “foreign divinity” (his voice), and for “corrupting the youth of Athens,” Socrates speaks his final word to his so-called “judges:” "Now it is time to go—I to die, you to live.  Which of us has the better fate is unknown to anyone, except to the God.”  

Words such as these have stirred many young minds to enter into the philosophical life.  It is a genuine search for God.  What has happened?    

The abiding puzzle for me is how a student of philosophy may possibly have learned to break from a literalistic understanding of religious mythos (story), but then fell into the far worse pit of sophistical intellectuals with their “acid of modernity,” to borrow Nietzsche’s apt phrase.  This acid bath does not lead one to the search for the divine light, but blinds one to it. What ever happened to so many “students of philosophy”?  What blinded them to the light of reason, whose ultimate nature and source is what is called “God”? What prevented so many young persons from opening up to genuine spiritual experience, and exploring these experiences with the assistance of reason? What has happened?

Of course, even a would-be atheist can use reason in the instrumental sense to solve mathematical equations, to argue logic, or to study physical reality, but as soon as one wonders, "Why do I exist?”, either one’s reason is open to transcendent experiences, or one is not.  As for atheism in our culture: It takes the form of endless entertainment, rarely in the form of careful arguments that the ultimate source of reality does not exist.  The atheistic claim is philosophically empty, so it is held as a mask, in Nietzsche’s sense.  It is a pretense, an excuse, to stop seeking for that which simply is beyond space-time. In our culture, “agnosticism” or “atheism” is an excuse for intellectual laziness of a high degree.  
What a student of philosophy recently called “the closing of the American mind” is demonstrated repeatedly in American education. It is not Socrates with his “obedience to the god” that has corrupted our youth; it is book-clever intellectuals, more “bright” than right, who are guilty of contributing disastrously, ruinously, to the closing of the minds of so many young people. We have done this. Every teacher—myself included—must keep asking, “How have I closed off the minds of students to genuine inquiry? Have I fostered an atmosphere of the search for truth, of boldness to ask the really large questions of life, or I have helped to blind the students in my care?  Have I told them, as did Marx, “Do not think. Do not question,”when it comes to questions such as “Who or what created the world?” Have I called their real, personal questions, “Scheinprobleme”—mere appearance-problems, false questions.  We have much to answer for.

The major pain in my life is to see how we in this culture are destroying young minds—and not only young ones, but older ones as well. The American culture is not just “a culture of death,” but a culture of mental-spiritual closure. “Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge? Where is the knowledge we have lost in information?” Snowing people under mountains of facts cannot substitute for genuine inquiry: Why do I exist? What is the purpose of human life? What is the meaning of life? What is reality, and what is its cause? And who is this God that brings forth all that we experience out of nothing? The quest for God is the life of the spirit. The quest for divine order in the world, in creation, in history, is the life of reason. Not to enter this quest is highly praised by degreed professors. Its effects are all around us in the breakdown of order, in so many mental and spiritual illnesses, in a culture of hiding from reality by popping pills and using mental or physical drugs.  

America has gone so far down the path of spiritual blindness, of willful unbelief, of closure to God, that I am not at all convinced that we can still be turned around. And yet, the rescue of some by God working through the light of reason is ever possible. There will always be a Solzhenitsyn, it seems, who in the midst of the Soviet closure to divine truth opened up his heart and mind to genuine faith, and showed the way to a renewal for Russia. I myself still hold out for a young Saint Francis, or Saint Clare, who will moved many by their profound, childlike trust in God, filled with the joy of the Holy Spirit, motivated by love of every human being they meet.  I do not want to underestimate the power of the Almighty to recreate a decadent culture—if and only if we cooperate. And that takes work, trust, humility, to know the truth of Delphi: “Know that you are a human being and not a god.” 

Animals In Eternity

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    A few days ago various news sources reported that Pope Francis continues to show he's anything but traditional. During a recent public appearance, Francis comforted a boy whose dog had died, noting, "One day, we will see our animals again in the eternity of Christ. Paradise is open to all of God's creatures."

    Apparently, some “theologian” said that the pope’s comment was just “conversational.” Well, so were nearly all of the words attributed to Jesus, including his merciful words on the cross to the man crucified next to him (according to Luke’s gospel):  “Today you will be with me in Paradise.”  Only use of “Paradise” in entire bible. The word was picked up by Jews in Persia, and comes from two Farsi words meaning “enclosed garden,” I have read.  Note that the Pope uses the symbol as well. Anyway, was Jesus just “being conversational” to the dying man?  Or was he speaking truly?

    Note that Pope Francis did not say that anyone “goes to heaven.” That is a fairly late phrase, and not technical, but picturesque, as “heaven” (ouranos, in the Greek of the New Testament) means “sky.” The image is of “going up,” ascending, not meant to be literally in space, in the sky, although I have noticed that some fundamentalists take it that way.  All symbols can be misleading, and “heaven” is one of them. (Imagine a small child crawling up on a roof to find God!) Anyway, the Pope’s words as quoted are more precise than “going to heaven.”  He said, supposedly:  “One day, we will see our animals again in the eternity of Christ.”  Those words to me are more precise, more profound, then “in heaven.”  But are they true?

    Brief note for now: I do not speculate on “afterlife,” on “resurrection of the body” (literalistic, quite nonsensical to me), or even “immortality of the soul,” borrowed from the Greek philosophers (from Pythagoras to Plato and Aristotle). I am content with a far more stark fare.  All die, but God lives.  And that which we call “God” is the Mind which conceived all of creation, and “brought it forth” out of sheer creative freedom and love. That Mind is what is “eternally,” or non-temporally. The rest passes.  But to be in the Mind of God, in the eternal mind of the creator, is more than enough.

    When some clever fellows tried to trap Jesus into talking about “afterlife,” in the synoptic gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke), he referred his interlocutors back to “the passage about the bush,” and said that when God spoke to Moses, God called himself “the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, the God of Jacob.”  And then Jesus comments:  “He is not the God of the dead, but of the living, for all are alive to him.” That is it, and that, once again, suffices for me. To be alive to Life is to be alive.  I look for no “separate existence.”  To see that Abraham, for one, is alive, because God identifies himself with Abraham, is an amazingly profound scriptural interpretation. For how many centuries did Jews read the story of the burning bush and not see in the passage any awareness that Abraham is alive now!

    Application. I think of my parents, and Leah, Rummy, Zoe, Binti, Misha, and so many others, as having died. Yes, I remind myself, Zoe died.  But I do not think of her as “dead.”  What would it mean to be “dead”?  Non-existent in any form? I think of Zoe as alive to the One that matters. And if Zoe is alive to the Creator, then I think of her as alive to me as well. In God all live, all “find their home,” in biblical symbols. And I love the Pope’s inclusivity: “Paradise is open to all of God’s creatures.” The Pope sees that, because he is himself open to all of God’s creatures. We see according to what we are.

    I may be putting in a verbose and intellectualistic form what is a very old Catholic teaching: the communion of saints. “To God, all are alive.”  The mainline Christian tradition has no trouble talking to those who died. We just do it. Those who died are not treated as if “dead and gone,” but deceased and now living only in God. We pray through saints or deceased loved ones, not to them as the end-point. But in God, all creatures can address each other. Why should death hinder communication of mind and mind, heart with heart?

    And if I am wrong? What if no one is alive to God, because there is no God? What if Nietzsche was right? Suppose there is absolutely nothing ultimately real, no first cause, no Beginning, no End, no Absolute Beauty, no Truth, no eternal Love, no “God”? Then what? No God, no being. No being, no beings. No beings?   Then why and how are we communicating?  If there is no cause of all that exists, then nothing exists. If nothing exists, nor do we now. But…. something is happening.  My goodness, we do exist!  So there is a cause, there is reality.  The Cause of all causes, the being of beings, the Beauty in all that is beautiful, the goodness in all that is good, is all what is symbolized by the common word, “God.” The rest is indeed passing.

    As for Pope Francis, I appreciate his deed for mercy for the young boy, and I think that he was speaking far more truly, and not telling a “noble lie.”  Francis knows well: Love never ends. He is speaking out of his experience of divine Presence here and now.

13 December 2014

From "Second Coming" To True Fulfillment

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    “Christ has come into the world.”  A key difference between Jewish Messianism and Christian teaching is the belief that “the Messiah” (“Christos” in Greek, “Christ” in English) regards the timing of the Messiah’s arrival. In a nutshell, Jews look back to Moses and the prophets, and forward to the coming of the Messiah at a time chosen by God. Christians believe all sorts of things about “the coming of the Messiah.” Catholic teaching has generally claimed that Christ came once into time through Jesus, born of Mary; Christ comes personally to the faithful whenever they will receive him; and Christ “will come again in glory (divinity) to judge the living and the dead” at “the end.” For the most part, Catholics and Orthodox Christians do not get too excited about futuristic speculations about Christ. And this is because we dwell on the event of Jesus Christ—born in the flesh, taught, healed, suffered for all, died, was raised from the dead—and, his present comings NOW through faith.  

    For my part, I surely do not speculate on Christ’s so-called “second coming,” and all such talk seems to me to be either doctrinally fixed or foolish. It is just talk without a basis in real experience. So I avoid it. Indeed, speculation about the “second coming of Christ” imaginatively seeks to force the eternal God back into time. Usually, Catholics are far more concerned about Christ in Jesus, Christ in humankind, Christ in the Sacraments, to waste time on futuristic imaginings. Still, fundamentalistic teachings on the imagined “Second Coming” influence some of our people, because of the intensity of opinion and sheer numbers of fundamentalists in American culture. Let me say it again: Our Catholic faith is not a variety of fundamentalism; t is a mature form of spiritual experience and practice.

    And yet… Even bizarre opinions, such as messianic, futuristic comings, often have a kernel of truth in them. Indeed, in the words of Plato, “Every myth has its truth.”  What might be the core of truth in futuristic speculations about Christ’s coming back, or about “peace on earth,” about “a war to end all wars,” and so on? Once we strip off the nonsense and sentimental dreaming, a spiritual core remains, although it would not satisfy utopian dreamers or religious fundamentalists. Here is the truthful core, as I see it: God is drawing each of us, and perhaps in some ways, all of creation, into a profound and lasting union with Him beyond space-time, beyond death. It is not that God is coming back into time, or that “Heaven” will be built on earth. The world has its own ways of being: “Everything that comes into being must perish.” But what we can experience, as well as see in the saints, is that that Divine Love, which we call “God,” reaches into our hearts and minds, and draws us into Love’s life, into truth, into “the End that has no end.”  In other words: “Now we see through a glass, darkly; but then, face to face.”  Or in other words: All of the good and love we experience now is a foreshadowing of the fulness to come to all “in Christ Jesus our LORD.”  Amen!  

06 December 2014

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Most of us have learned by now that any genuine spiritual life requires ongoing conversion. No one living on earth “has arrived,” no one can afford to stop seeking God and growing in grace. Complacency in one’s personal life, and in one’s spiritual life, is deadly. What we take for granted, we no longer love. The image that Gandhi used for this truth is that in your spiritual life, you are ever facing strong headwinds, and you are either pressing forward with effort into the wind, or you are being blown backward—more removed from God and happiness.  

Ongoing conversion is one of the main themes of Advent, as it is of Lent and indeed, the entire church year. The figure of John the Baptist, so prominent in the Advent readings at Mass, has the primary goal of warning us to wake up and “prepare to meet your God.” From the brief samples of John’s preaching presented in our Gospels, we know that John was a fiery preacher who unsettled the complacent, and verbally dragged into the Jordan men and women who were moved by the spiritual demands he voiced. Although much of Jesus’ preaching and actions as presented in our Gospels often sounds more positive and pleasing to the ear than John’s preaching, there is clearly an overlap in their messages.  From what we read in the Gospels, Jesus could also make powerful demands for ongoing conversion:  “And you…Do you think that you will ascend into heaven?  You will go down to the depths of hell,” “because you did not repent.” These words are meant for us as a warning, not as a prediction. We must change. 

Each of us should ask: What do I need to change in my life to “enter the Kingdom of God,” to have a more genuine and complete union with God? What patterns in my life resist the workings of divine grace in my heart and mind? How do I limit the free working of God’s Spirit in me?  Do I insist on “doing it my way”? Do I receive warnings from family, friends, or enemies with attentiveness? How do I close the door of my heart precisely to those voices that might challenge me to change into a man or woman more like Christ? Who is my God?

29 November 2014

Advent: Is God Here, Or Is God Coming?

PictureIt is commonly known that “Advent” means coming, and Advent is a season of waiting for “the coming of God.” Also, the faithful will be reminded at Masses that the initial focus of Advent is on the coming of God at “the End,” a kind of futurist expectation. And the faithful know fully well that in Advent we await the coming of Christmas, and hence remembering the coming of God in and through Jesus Christ. At the same time, if we priests and ministers of the word have done our duty, we have often emphasized to the faithful that the God we proclaim and worship is ever present, “nearer to us than we are to ourselves.” How can it be that God both comes to us and is already present? What is the relationship between God’s coming and His eternal Presence? Using familiar language, we are exploring the tension in Christian faith between “already” and “not yet.” This tension, this experience in faith, will be heard at Mass in readings and in prayers again and again throughout Advent.   

In simple words, if God is Present now, why do we say that “God will come”?  If one denies or is unaware that God is present now, one is in effect living in unbelief, living in the darkness of an empty soul. As expressing ultimate reality, as the truly good and unchangeable truth, the name “God” stands for the Presence in a human soul of that which gives understanding, guidance, meaning, wisdom, purpose, joy, peace, love. Without living attuned to this divine Presence, one experiences much anxiety, despair, fear of the future, mental confusion, an agitated drifting through life. The Presence of God anchors one in reality, not in fantasy, wild imagination, mere “dreaming.” On the other hand, if one thinks or claims that God is present now in such a way that one fully knows and loves God, one has closed off his soul in an arrogant condition called “Gnosticism.”  One is “saved,” “has arrived,” “is already in the Kingdom of God.” Both denial of God’s real Presence in one’s soul, and claiming to be fully one with God now, break the tension of living in truth, and are forms of spiritual death.   

To be ever aware of God’s Presence is the precondition for a life of faith, and of faith working through love. Also to be aware that one is not sufficiently attending to God, not sufficiently trusting God, and not fully obeying God is necessary for living humbly, honestly, openly. To encourage both real faith and humility, Catholic worship presents again and again these two truths: God is fully present to us, but none of us is fully present to God. Although God is here now, we are not fully with God, or loving God. That is the essential tension proclaimed and explored during Advent, and the liturgies are meant to help each of us wake up and live truly in the Presence of He Who Is, here and now. Although God is Present, you and I must allow the Divine to become more fully present in our hearts, minds, and actions, day by day. God is entering into you; are you attending?  Such is the message and beauty of Advent.

15 November 2014

Thoughts On The End

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    The title may sound a little impressive, or pretentious.  It is triggered by the various “ends” coming our way these days: the end of the church year; the end of the civil year; readings and prayers about “the end of the world” or the “second Coming;” thoughts about our loved ones who died; thoughts about our own end, or the end of life of someone we love. There seems to be no end to ends, as they come one after another, unendingly.  Let’s briefly consider these ends one at a time.

    End of the church year—the Feast of Christ the King. Not a warm and inviting title for Jesus, is it?  At least, not to us, living in a long-established democratic regime, that began in time by overthrowing the king. Do we need another king?  Do we not have enough would-be kings in politics? For my part, I think that Jesus would far prefer the title, “Christ the Servant,” to “Christ the King.” Humility far more befits Jesus Christ than grandiose titles.  He rules by love.

    End of the civil year on 31 December, and New Year’s Day on 1 January. Why these dates? Did you know that in our civilization, we used to celebrate New Year’s Day at other times —especially at the winter solstice, or at the beginning of spring? When does one year end and another begin? Years seem to be part of an endless cycle of change, or at least a very slow winding-down of cosmic time.  A year might usefully be said to end at either the summer or winter solstice. I could see our Old Year ending on 21 December, and the New Year beginning around 4:00 p.m. on 21 December this year—the actual time of the winter solstice near Great Falls, Montana. What we call the end of the year is literally relative in space-time.

    “The end of the world.” What does this phrase really mean? If nothing else, it indicates that the person who uses the phrase may need to do more thinking before opening his or her mouth. I find phrases such as “change the world” or “the end of the world” virtually meaningless, quite empty-headed. What is “the world”?  What possibly could constitute “the end of the world?” Would everything that exists cease to be? Would that be the “end of the world?” What about God, or that which simply is, and has no end? Is God all that has to be? Yes, that is why God is called “absolute being,” or “necessary being.” Only God is and has to be.  Everything else? Each in time has its beginning, middle, end. But is there an end to everything that exists, altogether? No one knows but God, who brings all things into being. Our ignorance is legendary, known by all creatures, it seems, except to us human beings.

    And then there is the so-called “Second Coming.” When we hear this bizarre phrase, what possible meaning can we assign to it? Second coming of Christ? Why not his third, or thousandth, or billionth coming? It seems to me that Christ is ever coming into the world, into any heart or mind that is open enough to let Him squeeze in. Surely it is ever wise to “prepare to meet your God,” in the words of the ancient prophet, Amos. To me that means now, or in the famous words of Martin Luther King, “Not tomorrow, not today, but now.” 

01 November 2014

A Time To Remember

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“For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter on heaven:  a time to be born, and a time to die.”  Although it is always our duty as human beings to remember our loved ones who have died, during November the Catholic Church invites us to do so publicly on behalf of all. To this end, November begins with two linked days of remembering:  All Saints’ Day, as we rejoice with and for those who have attained union with God beyond death “in heaven;” and All Souls’ Day, when we offer prayers on behalf of all who have died, and are still being moved, by God’s grace and their cooperation, to complete happiness in God.  

Typical of our Catholic faith, religious practices are linked with the movements of nature. As we see autumn pass into winter, and darkness descend on the earth, so we are invited to remember our Maker, and to contemplate our own pending death, and to remember our dear friends and family members who have “gone before us” into the “end without end.”  And we remember and entrust to God all human and other beings who have lived and died throughout the ages.  What we want for ourselves, we ask for each and for all:  unending happiness, the fulfillment of all the good that God created each one to be.  

 “In God alone is my soul at rest.” We lovingly entrust our dear ones who have died to the only One who can give life eternally, because He is Life.  God is the life of all that lives. And as Pope John Paul said so well, “When God gives life, He gives it eternally.” With trust in God—not in ourselves, nor even primarily in those we love most—we offer ourselves, all that we have, all whom we live, to “the God and Father of all.” In ourselves, of ourselves, we have no substantial being, no enduring life, for in time we are perishing.  In God we live, you live, your parents live, each of God’s creatures live.  I think that it dishonors God to speak of those who died as “dead.”  They died in time; they live in eternity. Eternity is another name for the non-temporal way that God is. To God nothing is dead.  Rather, “to Him all are alive.” 

Hence, November is a month for entrusting our deceased loved ones to God, not as though God needs our prayers to have mercy on His creatures, but because God is the ever-flowing, ever-creating Good, from whom each comes, to whom each returns. November is a beautiful time for remembering not the dead, but the God who is now and forever. We worship God by lovingly, gratefully remembering His beloved ones who have died in time, live in our hearts and memories, but far more importantly, live because God is.

19 October 2014

Treasure These Days

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We have been experiencing a beautiful fall in central Montana, with much sunshine, mild temperatures, and a spectacular display of colors in nature. My genuine hope for all of us is that despite our busy schedules, we are taking generous time to observe and to enjoy nature’s display. It is too easy to watch TV or to spend excessive time indoors. These days of “Golden Summer” are fleeting, and we know well what to expect in coming months. Not to enjoy the beauty of nature is to allow the days of our lives to pass away without being truly awake. 

“Give back to Caesar what is Caesar, and to God what is God’s.” And what is God’s? Not a part of who we are and what we have, but our entire life, our whole mind, body, soul.  A highly signifiant and enjoyable way to give ourselves back to God is to let go of busyness and take time to walk in God’s creation. As one walks on trails, paths, or even sidewalks, one is a creature among creatures, dwarfed by majestic trees displaying colors as they prepare for winter’s chill. What good would it do to give God some money or even some of our talents, but withhold our entire mind and heart—who we are? Essential to giving back to God is to give thanks, to be appreciative of His creative beauty as well as His love in giving us Christ. Enjoying beauty lifts us up and presents us to God presenting Himself to us through nature’s beauty.  

Moses and I have been take walks almost daily to see and to absorb something of creation’s beauty. Enjoying beauty is a self-transcendent activity. Nearly always I carry my camera, photograph, make a few needed adjustments, and then post some of these images on our parish website, www.beltcatholic.com. Photography is a labor of love, and a fruit of walking and meditating on what we see, hear, smell, touch. (Moses, too, is busy taking in sights and smells, and responding to the p-mail he reads.) Walking itself can be a form of meditation, if we seek to be open to reality as it presents itself, and let the truth and beauty of reality break into consciousness, freeing us from excessive self-preoccupation. If we walk and merely daydream or allow our worries to flood us, we lose the meditative benefit of walking. And although any form of production—even one’s art—can become less than loving openness to reality, I have found that the act of concentrating my mind to photograph, to “do my art,” makes me more attentive to the world beyond me, not less so. Whatever lifts up our attention from our self-contained, self-constrained worlds is good and refreshing. Walking with an open mind is a loving form of prayer in the true sense. 

Hence, in walking and photographing, I experience the truth of the Psalmist’s words: “He refreshes my soul.” We cannot perfect ourselves, renew ourselves, refresh ourselves.  Openness to divine Presence alone can bring us peace, joy, refreshment of spirit.  Each of us needs to climb out of our little worlds, our usual routines, and walk outside with grateful hearts.

The Grin That Stole My Worries

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Several days ago I had lunch in a local cafe with one of the Catholic faithful who lives in the area, and whom I have gotten to know over the years through our common ministry. John is in his early eighties, and from our conversations appears to be quite wealthy, having been heavily invested in U.S. equity and bond markets for some 60 years. He lives frugally, however, driving a late model Chevy, not a Lexus or Mercedes, either of which he could easily afford. Anyway, in our recent conversation we were discussing how we live. John mentioned that he rarely ate much for lunch, or for dinner. “What about breakfast?” I asked. John said, “Oh, I eat a good breakfast. On Mondays and Tuesdays, my wife and I have cereal. On Wednesdays, she cooks us an omelet. On Thursdays and Fridays, cereal. On Saturdays and Sundays, we eat bacon and waffles.” Rather surprised by the scheduled meals—contrasting utterly to my style of eating—I asked, “Why follow such a strict schedule?  Is it by your doing, or your wife’s?  “I guess it is my way” he said.  And so I asked, “Well, why do you follow such a strict schedule?” John beamed, grinning broadly, and said, “I do not like change.”
His response, and the evident delight he took in his stance and in telling it to me, caused me to wonder. Does not John know that life always involves change, whether we like it or not? He is a very good man, respectable, solid, prudent, intelligent, and still in apparently good health into his 80’s. And I realized that I do not always like changes that come into my life, but they come anyway, and often major changes come unexpectedly—as when my beloved Zoe developed cancer and died just two weeks after diagnosis. That change was very painful. No, some changes I do not like at all, but they come.

Here is the good news. John’s broad and sun-shine grin offered with the words, “I do not like change,” caused me to reflect and realize that I need not be afraid of changes coming in my life. And why not? Because I have experienced again and again how even painful and unwanted changes have provided opportunities for further growth, for good changes in my life. My confidence—even joy—is not in not liking change, but in trusting that the One we call “God” is so good and powerful that He brings good into one’s life through most painful and unwanted changes. Such indeed will be death, when you and I will experience the truth of the Apostle’s words, “Death is swallowed up in victory.” 

Most of my worries come from fear of changes—haunting fears that bad things can happen to me. But John’s grin reminds me of the more profound truth: Despite some bad events, and seeming failures in my life, good has resulted. I do not smile because I do not like change (and have a good life as things are), but because I trust the One who keeps opening windows in my life as doors get closed. Admittedly, I am borrowing from the Dutch writer, Corrie ten Boom, who wrote words to the effect that “God never closes a door without opening a window.” In yielding to worries, one is distrusting the wisdom and goodness of God, in whom all things exist, and whose mind “steers all things through all things,” if I may quote the early Greek philosopher, Heracleitos.

Although none of us sees tomorrow, or knows what the future holds, when we worry we are failing to remember and to trust the all-good Creator. Change comes, and it may hurt--temporarily. But in and through these changes, new opportunities open up, if we will but exercise trust and lovingly press forward into the new life unfolding before us. In God alone nothing is lost, and all changes prepare for a more delightful union.

13 October 2014

Forces That Nourish And Disintegrate The Soul: Exploratory Thoughts

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                              (Part II follows immediately after this post)

    A human being may find himself or herself going through a period of being “troubled,” or “disturbed.” Perhaps one’s nights become occupied by disturbing dreams and thoughts. The person may not know clearly what is happening, although they do not feel right, and may become quite exhausted in the process. In direct terms, one has not sufficiently been communing with God—or to use more popular language, one has not been “praying” to the degree needed for mental and spiritual health. As a consequence of not being grounded in God, one shows signs of mental disintegration. Without active participation in the divine, one becomes (varying with time and circumstances in life): anxious, depressed, angry, worried, self-absorbed, obsessed, lustful, grief-stricken, embittered, and so on. The mind/soul not open to, and immersed in, the divine ground disintegrates under unpleasant weight of its own psychic forces. These negative powers (such as anxiety and depression) are centrifugal forces in the soul, dissipating or exhausting the psyche’s energies.

    The Apostle Paul writes: “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”  Or, in a more literal translation from the Greek (assuming my translation to be accurate): “I am strong through the (one) empowering me.” In the context of Paul’s Letter to the Philippians, chapter 4, the one experienced as strengthening him is what he terms “Christ.” In other words, Paul experiences an inner strengthening of his psyche through the presence of Christ in him. If one thinks he or she “has faith,” but does not experience inner strengthening by the divine (however conceived), then one should suspect that his or her “faith” is mere credal belief. Real faith brings the soul into real contact with the living God. Credal beliefs at best fill the mind with images of what one believes may be true, but does not know through experience, and does not seek to know through genuine self-abandoning faith.

    What is at work in the Apostle Paul’s experience of Christ strengthening him? Faith as trust effecting union with Christ (the Divine) grounds psychic forces, strengthens them, recharges them. “Faith working through love” is a flow from the divinely-centered psyche outward into action, service, compassion, love, reverence, and so on. Some attitudes dissipate the psyche’s energies, and opposed attitudes concentrate the psyche’s energies. Put more correctly, based on nature: whereas some attitudes and responses to the fullness of reality ground, concentrate, refresh the inner resources of the soul or psyche, the opposite attitudes dissipate or squander these resources. Genuine faith (fides caritate formata) is the most effect means of grounding, ordering, restoring the human psychic forces to “sharing in the divine nature.”

    Why does trust concentrate the psyche’s energies? Faith as trust grounds the psyche in that which is, in the creative power at work in all things, causing them to be, moving them towards fulfillment; and we call this creative power “God.” Forces or powers such as depression, anxiety, ill-will, hatred are negative or destructive forces, as they dissipate, spend, squander the psyche’s resources. How so?  How does worry, for example, squander psychic energy? Worries remove the mind’s focus from what is (reality: divine, human, material) and spends the energies imagining what might be, or what seems to be. Futuristic illusions have the same effect as anxious worries: they exhaust the mind and its energies, spending them on what is not now, but on what one wishes or fears could be in the future. One could say that futuristic illusions—“dreams” of what could be—are forms of anxiety projected into an imagined future.  In any case, speculations about what could be, or what once was, remove the psyche from the all-nourishing present—the Now, the “Kingdom of God”—and fragment it into imagined realities.

    In exploring psychic processes, it is ever good to suspend one’s thinking, and return to the truth of direct experience. For in the realm of psychic, spiritual, or mental processes, truth is what one concretely experiences. So one can ask himself or herself:  Right now, is my mind grounding in the divine, or dissipating into speculative “realities”? Am I attuned to the truth of what is, or to opinions about what might be, or might have been?  If right now one’s soul felt troubled or worried by various thoughts (such as, “how can I afford to live?”), what should one do to overcome anxious, dissipating thoughts? Return to the truth of reality, so well symbolized as the I AM that spoke to Moses out of the burning bush. Compared to the I AM, what are these various worries and thoughts but specks of dust, as it were? Worries are mere dross before the consuming fire of I AM.

    In less poetic words, in the experience of the I AM—openness, trust, love, wonder, awe—anxious and disturbing thoughts are relaxed, let go, abandoned, transcended. In active trust in that which truly is (the I AM WHO AM), the mind feels refreshed, at peace, safe, nourished. Anxious thoughts dissipate and wear down the human person; trust and wonder refresh and build up into Christ.

    Every human being, having the same “nature” or way of being in the world, works the same way. Each of us is preserved, strengthened, refreshed through living contact with the Divine ground; and each of us is spent or wasted in futile speculations, worries, daydreams. Whatever grounds the psyche in reality is good and life-affirming; whatever dissipates the psyche is destructive and to be avoided. Hence, meditation—Christian, Hindu, Buddhist, for examples—preserve and nourish; daydreaming, worrying, playing “what if” games, and so on—spend and disintegrate the soul’s resources. Immersion in genuine beauty refreshes; trash music or pornographic images waste the soul.

    So one may ask: How, then, to ground myself on the divine ground? How to become refreshed by the refreshing source? “Turn and be saved,” in the language of the Israelite prophets, or “Turn to Me and live.” In the words of some mystics, “Return to the center.”  Why not now?